Fuck You Thank You

Because it's time to tell it how it is in my head, because it's time to sing, dance, smile, laugh, love, and play again:

To the person that stole so much money out of my bank account-Fuck you. I forgive you.

To my car for breaking down in the middle of nowhere-Fuck you. I forgive you.

To my mother-Fuck you. I forgive you.

To the man who sold me a jacked laptop in Vietnam, which imploded this week-Fuck you. I forgive you.

To the guy who I bailed out of jail just because I am kind, who will never pay me back the money he owes me-Fuck you. I forgive you.

To my neighbor who is so cruel to animals & humans alike-Fuck you. I forgive you.

To all the guys that lie, hurt me & my friends, cheat, & don't show up-Fuck you. I forgive you.

To those that are bigots, racists, homophobic-Fuck you. I forgive you.

To the guy I talk to daily, who is my savior and my best friend-Thank you. I love you.

To the girl that has been with me on my journey and known me since we were 5-Thank you. You are my heart.

To the people that have so much compassion, they feel what I'm feeling-Thank you. You are my heroes.

To my sisters-Thank you. I love you.

To the one in Massachusetts, reaching out across the miles-You save me. I love you.

To the man who stopped to rescue me, while tears were drying on my cheeks & my car wouldn't go-Thank you. You are an exceptional person.

To my landlord who hugged me & took the time to offer kind words-Thank you. I love you.

To the girls that called me this past week to check on me-Thank you. I love you.

To the dreamers, the young ones with eyes wide open, to the new ones in my life-Thank you. I admire you.

More thanks than fucks and my world is a shining place.

What are your thanks and fucks?

Peace, love, and joy

Lara